Sun. Jul 11 2004
Never before have I needed to disappear so badly. Never before has anything felt this wrong. I don’t think my insomnia has ever gotten so bad that things just… stopped working. (I need to get ouf of this place.)
Never before have I needed to disappear so badly. Never before has anything felt this wrong. I don’t think my insomnia has ever gotten so bad that things just… stopped working. (I need to get ouf of this place.)

From: “Brett Stevens”
To: boyevul@yahoo.com
Subject: Homo skater wannabe haxor uber techo goth dickhead
Date: Wed, 24 Dec 2003 03:23:32 -0600
Wow, your so gay…..Like do you sit around and listen to fucking anime music all the time? Like wow, you must be so gay, like who seriously has time to listen to gay porn cartoons. Are you a [...]
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099. When I get nervous, I twitch.
098. I have a tendency to align/straighten things on restaurant tables.
097. I don’t like to tip unless the person makes me laugh/giggle/do a “double take” in some way.
096. I forget important things really easily, and remember unimportant bullshit for no reason at all.
095. When [...]